Hey everyone, I am going to jump right into it. I woke up this morning and decided I was going to back up my passport harddrive to my my book drive, speaking of someone who lost over 7 years of memories this is something you should do often. I have a feeling loosing all the data is another reason I stopped taking family photos and videos.
While I have been waiting for that to happen I decided to check my website, my Facebook, my Instagram and then finally my YouTube channel and low and behold I see my channel hit 3000 subscribers. I know this isn't a lot but to me it is amazing. I am so thankful for the supports I have and the fact that they want to see more of my video that they do hit that subscribe button. If you don't know what I am talking about, I have a channel where I post videos of either highlights of family time, or DIY of crafting and just pretty much whatever I am inspired to do. I enjoy being creative and want to help others too. I have always said the joy I get from crafting is knowing it made someone else happy.
So a little update on what I have been up to the past couple weeks. It has been a super busy month so far, my daughter did her first two road races, which I am working on a highlight video on, and then my son had a few specialist appointments and my youngest daughter a dentist appointment. Over all I have felt like I am running around and just busy busy. I do find having the time home I am able to get things accomplished with less stress of coordinating work schedules with my other half. We are a one vehicle home with me as the sole driver, so a lot of these tasks do fall on my shoulders. Luckily we live close to the school our children attend and a few of the doctors offices are close as well, so he does help with those appointments.
Within all the appointments we had a few birthday celebrations as well and Mother's Day. We had a nice family gathering for the kids birthdays. My birthday actually fell on Mother's Day this year. My spouse and kids had a few fun things planned and unfortunately I had a bad night. I was unable to sleep, which put me in an exhausted mood, and I just went back to how I felt 2 months ago. I didn't want to go outside, I didn't want to talk to anyone and I couldn't control my emotions. I felt this coming on in the morning and I pushed myself to go out to the park with the kids and just hang with them. My spouse knew I was struggling that day and tried his best in every way he could think of. By the end of the day I was emotionally drained and upset with myself for feeling the way I did all day. I know this is normal for some women but days like that are not me, and have thrown us for a loop. I talk with many other moms who say they go through it and that is comforting to me to know I am not alone. I did have an appointment with my doctor as well along with an another appointment at the hospital and things are looking better, my blood pressure is good and I will find out soon if anything showed in the scans. All aside I overall have been feeling better and am trying to keep it that way. My off days are fewer and fewer, which makes me feel more myself.
There are still a few factors I will share at a later point but that's all for now.
As always thanks for your support.
MsKayeLle
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